Re-Assessment

Where has life taken me:

A year ago I started this blog, not once did I keep track and basically left it...

A year ago I was on the road to a wonderful engagement, things went for the wrong, my own fault.

I had fumbled big time, let go of myself and willfully taken the risk of my relationship.
Not to say that thing happen for a reason; but honestly I am learning more about my then I ever did throughout my whole entire life.

This isn't about anything in particular, I'm honestly just going through thoughts.

A year ago, I had a wonderful job. Meaning now I no longer hold a job in any aspect.

I have new goals, a mind flourished with knowledge. My mind is still fresh and growing; even those who surpass the age of 99, still have something new to learn and in various aspects of life.

It is a trifling thought to believe that you never stop learning.

There is a discovery within my self, that I honestly still need to reveal.]

I chanced a lot on expectations throughout life and as I doubted, my naive perception kept me from the truth; a down fall in disappointment.

People say "Life is too short"
But the thing is, as to what you believe in...
As humans, as mammals, as living breathing creatures of this world...What I mean is, I am not trying to get technical, life is literally the longest thing you shall experience. Even those who believe in reincarnation  one life is still the longest thing possible you could ever experience.

In my life I can admit to being bad, c'mon what is a life about a bit of lying. The priceless feeling of lying as a kid of who took your mom's last ice cream sandwich and getting away with it. But as time goes on, adulthood lies are derived from any party, in all sorts of ways to see through your must deepest poker face and karma seems to exist where you realize it comes to bite you in the ass. Then there's cheating, those extremely impossible long division questions, I did not do so exceptional as a kid in math myself, then cheating and deceiving your future spouse; not the equation you can easily erase your mistakes. There's stealing, I remember borrowing that random young peer, who had a case full of pencils and you'd promise to give it back after class. Out of those weeks and months of school, you barely gave it back, chances of you returning it were slim as the paper you wrote on. I've never really stolen anything extreme, but as loving and relationship manner to relate, stealing a chance and opportunity is all based on your decision and logical thinking. That's my only notion for stealing.

Asides from this all I am just mumbling essentially for myself.